Sorry this is so late and I hope it’s still relevant but my point of view on this is listen to what you want to! You shouldn’t be embarrassed or have any internal conflict because you bought it. You like what you like in music and people will think you’re totally rad for being so musically diverse and stuff. Whenever someone says “I thought you didn’t like ______ music” I always respond with “can’t a girl change her mind?” Long story short, you shouldn’t be embarrassed by the music you listen to. You like it and enjoy it so why stop listening to something that brings you happiness? You’re rad as hell and your music taste rocks. This was no way dumb and neither are you for feeling that way. c: